music is my life. (: <3

Wednesday, October 10, 2007 12:52 PM

girl, understand why
see it's burning me to hold onto this
i know this is something i gotta do
but that don't mean i want to
what i'm trying to say is that i-love-you, i just
i feel like this is coming to an end
and it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
i gotta let it burn

it's gonna burn for me to say this
but it's coming from my heart
it's been a long time coming
but we done been fell apart
really wanna work this out
but i don't think ya gonna change, ya
i do but you don't
think it's best we go our separate ways
tell me why i should stay in this relationship
when i'm hurting baby, i ain't happy baby
plus there's so many other things i gotta deal with
i think that you should let it burn

when your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
but you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumping like it used to
even though this might bruise you
let it burn
let it burn
gotta let it burn

deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
hate the thought of her being with someone else
but you know that it's over
you know that it's through
let it burn
let it burn
gotta let it burn

sending pages i ain't supposed to
got somebody here but i want you
cause the feeling ain't the same
find myself calling her your name
ladies tell me do you understand?
now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
it's the way i feel
i know i made a mistake
now it's too late
i know she ain't coming back
what i gotta do now
to get my shorty back
oh oh oh oh
man, i don't know what i'm gonna do
without my boo
you've been gone for too long
it's been fifty-eleven days, ump-teen hours
i'mma be burning till you return (let it burn)

when your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
but you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumping like it used to
even though this might bruise you
let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gonna learn)
let it burn (gotta let it burn)
gotta let it burn

deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
hate the thought of her being with someone else
but you know that it's over
you know it was through
let it burn
let it burn
gotta let it burn

i'm twisted cause one side of me is telling me that i need to move on
on the other side i wanna break down and cry (oh)
i'm twisted cause one side of me is telling me that i need to move on
on the other side i wanna break down and cry (yeah)
ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oh
ooh ooh oh (can ya feel me burning?)
ooh ooh ooh oh ooh oh

so many days, so many hours
i'm still burning till you return

when your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
but you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumping like it used to
even though this might bruise you
let it burn
let it burn
gotta let it burn

deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
hate the thought of her being with someone else
but you know that it's over
you know that it was through
let it burn
let it burn
gotta let it burn

i was thinking which song should i use to translate to you how i feel, and i suppose this song does the job best. (more emphasis on bold-ed ones) i really don't wish to say anything, because your big day is coming. and i don't wanna be the one spoiling everything for you. but think over what this song says, and think hard. do you really wanna continue everything like this?

i'm upset, pretty much. i think you were in the wrong, yet you started flaring at me when all i did was to sound upset? after which, you didn't even bother about me. .. don't give me excuses like what, you had a bad day at home, your dad scolded you or anything. i wanna hear nothing, no excuses, no lame reasons. seriously, you just didn't bother about me. and it's so .. sad. so disappointing. and so .. hurting.

think over what i've said aight. we'll talk about it soon enough.

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photos, as promised. :D

so cute hor. :D but it's not for me. hahahaa.

then i got this:

it's too small for me. =.= but yah, the print is so cute, and i just love it. :D i have something similar though; a gift from a friend. ((:

last thing,

my sports bra. :DD

heh. i cabbed to school to meet joey for lunch today. and then driving me was this malay guy. hahaha. he started speaking chinese with me and stuff. super cute and friendly! :D

and i'm feeling sick today. a bit of flu, a bit of stomachache and a bit of feeling like vomiting. add together, you get a lot! x( plus .. my back really hurt a lot before i slept yesterday. i almost cried .. x_x but during the day, it's fine. only when i lie down.. =.=

[c=46]* ~ °²²° MrMoMo °²²° ~ *๑۩۞۩ sent 10/10/2007 6:09 AM:
lynette take care when yer dancing alrite?
[c=46]* ~ °²²° MrMoMo °²²° ~ *๑۩۞۩ sent 10/10/2007 6:09 AM:
if gt sharp pain must go xray
[c=46]* ~ °²²° MrMoMo °²²° ~ *๑۩۞۩ sent 10/10/2007 6:09 AM:
=(
[c=46]* ~ °²²° MrMoMo °²²° ~ *๑۩۞۩ sent 10/10/2007 6:10 AM:
put some soft cushion under ur back when yer sleeping alrite?
[c=46]* ~ °²²° MrMoMo °²²° ~ *๑۩۞۩ sent 10/10/2007 6:10 AM:
more comfortable

that sweet guy who sent me a gift on audition? (: heh. so sweet. he reads my blog. hahaha. public appreciation for you! ^^
and it seems like a normal friend cares more about me than you ..

oh by the way, i think dasmond koh is cute. and he actually has a blog! pretty nice character as well. (: his url is: http://www.dasmondkoh.com/ go check it out if you like him as well! hahaa.

and, meimei is so cute please. hahahaha. although i don't know him well, but i feel that we're good friends to each other. and i really appreciate his friendship with me! and for all the effort he always make to chat with me on msn. because i hardly initiate conversations .. so really, thanks! (:
and because i'm feeling very down today, and he was so random.

[-zhi hao-] {meow meow} (bbm) ~mama~ -wuwwy- says:
hamster!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[-zhi hao-] {meow meow} (bbm) ~mama~ -wuwwy- says:
so cute la
[-zhi hao-] {meow meow} (bbm) ~mama~ -wuwwy- says:
eh
[-zhi hao-] {meow meow} (bbm) ~mama~ -wuwwy- says:
nono
[-zhi hao-] {meow meow} (bbm) ~mama~ -wuwwy- says:
is lynette
[-zhi hao-] {meow meow} (bbm) ~mama~ -wuwwy- says:
lol
[-zhi hao-] {meow meow} (bbm) ~mama~ -wuwwy- says:
ur face damn cute

i mean, i'm not being bhb or trying to haolian here. but he was really very random. and i think he says my face cute, cause i look like hamster. =.= rawrr! no hamster, lyn is human! hahahahh. :D

but also because of friends like them, they really make me smile when i'm down. it's like .. a ray of light in the midst of darkness. i love them please! :D

thanks to kevin also. for listening to me complaining and stuff. :D

and responses to two things today.

1. to you, i don't know if you know this is referring to you or not. but like i've said today, i heard alot already. and the truth is, i'm really okay with it. but that's cause i haven't found out the whole truth and i've chosen to give you the benefit of the doubt. so please don't let me find out another truth from others about you kay. even if you've ever lied, i wanna hear from you yourself. cause i want everything between the two of us to be built on trust. that's the funamental of a relationship. (:

2. i don't believe feelings is a 'come-and-go' thing. i believe it comes, but you dictate its fat after which. it's a choice of whether you want to let it go, or you don't want to. you merely suffer the consequences of the choices you make.

anyway, on a very random note, my mum is damn .. nice. hahahaha. i found $30 somewhere near my bed, then when i asked my mum about it. she says it's hers, but i can have it since i was so honest. :D honesty is good! ^^

i think this is one of the longest entry i've ever written. hahaa. take cares yeah.
<3lyn.